(Rewrite in a more clear, direct and romantic way. And shorten everything I wrote please so I can write it in a sheet of paper)
I hope google translate translates everything correct. But I know it has been sometime since we last spoke yet I find it difficult to take you of my mind. Look I know i said I would go out and do me , in the midst of that I realize that even though beauty is everywhere your mindset is rare,and your looks are only a bonus to be honest . You claimed that you needed some time to do some damage control which mightve been true. But I cant help feel like it was my fault . I wasnt right from the start at all. I wanted to be completely transparent to you but I couldnt due to many legal reasons. Or at least until you proved your loyalty to me.
By now you probably heard a lot about my past the truth is before meeting you I only thought of woman as disposable pleasures rather then meaningful pursues or as conquest to be Conquered . And as for the girl that made a scene at the party. There was nothing to it
as wrong as it sounds my only use for her was to send me pictures for exams when I would go away for the military. I also created a tinder account. I was hoping to rematch with someone I thought you were friends with. It was so I co
uld apologize for my actions . I wanted to right my pass in order to have a future with you. Wont go into detail but I may have manipulated her that if she gave me a blow job then Ill return the favor. But I fooled her. Truthfully though Im glad you ended things when you did. it was bittersweet because deep down I knew you deserved better but I cannot stand the idea of you being with anyone else so I must become better. Im fully aware that you will need time that these pretty words are genuine. But look at it this way I wrote this in 2022.I dont know when in the distance future youre reading this but realize that I took that many years to better myself, Because I feel that you deserve that much better. No Im not asking you to forget the man that I was. that is impossible for me as it is for you. I believe however we dont need to forget in order to forgive. And that it wont nourish bitterness but quite the contrary. Sweeping away the past will lead us to healthy restart. One built on honesty and absolutely respect. I want this letter to reignite what once was. I look forward towards hearing your voice again. Cant wait to learn about the incredible woman that you became. I really dont believe that was the end of our story, but the intermission .